***Of This And That
In The Old North Adamsville Neighborhood-In
Search Of…..Fast Guys
From The Pen Of Frank
Jackman
For those who have been following
this series about the old days in my old home town of North Adamsville,
particularly the high school day as the 50th anniversary of my
graduation creeps up, will notice that recently I have been doing sketches
based on my reaction to various e-mails sent to me by fellow classmates via the
class website. Also classmates have placed messages on the Message Forum page when they have something they want to share
generally like health issues, new family arrivals or trips down memory lane on
any number of subjects from old time athletic prowess to reflections on growing
up in the old home town. Thus I have been forced to take on the tough tasks of
sending kisses to raging grandmothers, talking up old flames with guys I used
to hang around the corners with, remembering those long ago searches for the
heart of Saturday night, getting wistful about elementary school daydreams,
taking up the cudgels for be-bop lost boys and the like. These responses are no
accident as I have of late been avidly perusing the personal profiles of
various members of the North Adamsville Class of 1964 website as fellow
classmates have come on to the site and lost their shyness about telling their
life stories (or have increased their computer technology capacities, not an
unimportant consideration for the generation of ’68, a generation on the cusp
of the computer revolution and so not necessarily as computer savvy as the
average eight-year old today).
Some stuff is interesting to a
point, you know, including those endless tales about the doings and not doings
of the grandchildren, odd hobbies and other ventures taken up in retirement and
so on although not worthy of me making a little off-hand commentary on. Some other
stuff is either too sensitive or too risqué to publish on a family-friendly
site. Some stuff, some stuff about the old days and what did, or did not,
happened to, or between, fellow classmates, you know the boy-girl thing (other
now acceptable relationships were below the radar then) has naturally perked my
interest.
Other stuff defies simple
classification as is the case here in my cutting up old torches with some of
the guys I used to run around on the streets with and run with on the track
team as well. No, not cutting up old torches about old love affairs like normal
guys or about midnight shifting (don’t ask about what that is if you don’t know
it is better left unsaid)but back in the day running prowess (or on certain days
when the anaerobic impulses got the better of you or the allergies kicked lack of
prowess). That is what we AARP-worthies apparently are reduced to in our dotage
in trying to bring back the glory days when every ache and pain took just a
little liniment and a brush-off of the knees unlike now where half the medical
staff at some local hospital has to be called in and even then that nagging
pain will hang around and kick you for about six months. Glory days too when a
quick two-mile run was in fact a quick two mile run without working up, except
in high summer, a sweat, or without gasping for breath having to reach for a
respirator.
Glory days too when somehow, early
on anyway, we got the impression that
track guys were worthy of adulation (and it was all guys back then women it
seems were meant to be too busy looking beautiful to run more than about eight yards).
We were out there on the roads before
our time, before the great 1970s forward running boom (now with a little edge taken
off of that cachet cut off except at major marathon time due to another
generation coming of age, the age of knee operations and being warned to keep off
hard asphalt running roads). And so we suffered in the shadow of such august
school athletic powerhouses as the intramural volleyball team and the interscholastic
golf team. Jesus.
Here is one little tale that made
the guys laugh when I told them this in a collective e-mail blast. Like most
guys back then (and now too I am sure) part of sports for guys was, well, to
get a little edge with the girls, the young women around school or town once
they saw or heard about your running prowess. Gave you a little something to
talk about when you were honing in on a certain she that you had sleepless
nights over. Football and basketball clearly held that allure for young women
then and not just the random cheerleader or baton-twirler (or I just remembered
what they called them, majorettes, sorry) but any young women who wanted to be
seen with the goliaths of the field or magicians of the parquet. The rest of us
sportsmen though had to fend for ourselves, provide our own publicity, and
public relations.
Now I was as interested in girls
as the next guy, although overall I was a lot shier than that next guy so I was
all for trying to break the ice with any girl that caused me sleepless night by
using my running prowess as a talk-starter. This one girl, Linda, had me in
tizzy for a while. We would talk in class a lot, she was easy to talk to, but
mainly it was about things like should Red China be admitted into the United
Nations (yeah, it was a while back) or will computers or robotics replace
humans in the workplace. Yes, I know not stuff that is going to get anybody
past first base, hell, past strike-out.
One winter day, it was probably a
Monday, because we had our winter track meets over in an armory in Boston on
Saturdays, I decided since I had done very well the previous Saturday to tell
Linda about it. I did so, probably pumping the thing up a little too. Her
response, “Oh, does North Adamsville have a track team?” Totally deflated. So,
yeah, it was tough being a track guy back then but fortunately I loved to run
in order to get about twenty tons of teen-age angst and alienation off my
shoulders. So a few defeats in the women department were also rubbed off with a
little liniment and a brush-off of the knees unlike later when it would take
major heart surgery to mend me in order to get over some affair and the nagging
pain from that would still be kicking around six months later.
Well enough of old torches, except
this exchange among the guys got me thinking about writing a little something for
the Message Forum about those old
glory running days for all to see. I
titled it there The Loneliness Of The Long
Distance Runner after an old movie from that period:
“In the 1960s runners were “geeks.” You
know-the guys who ran in shorts on the roads and mainly got honked at, yelled
at, and threatened with mayhem by irate motorists. And the pedestrians were
worse, throwing an occasional body block at runners coming down the sidewalk
outside of school. And that was the girls, those “fragile” girls of blessed
memory. The boys shouted out catcalls, whistles, and trash talk about maleness,
male unworthiness, and their standards for worthiness did not include what you
were doing. Admit it. That is what you thought, and maybe did, then too.
[And then too it was mainly guys, girls
were too “fragile” to run more than about eight yards, or else had no time to
take from their busy schedule of cooking, cleaning, and, and looking beautiful,
for such strenuous activities. Won’t the boys be surprised, very surprised, and
in the not too distant 1970s future when they are, uh, are passed by…passed by “fast
girls” of a different kind]
In the 1970's and 1980's runners (of
both sexes) became living gods and goddesses to a significant segment of the
population. Money, school scholarships, endorsements, soft-touch “self-help”
clinics, you name it. Then you were more than willing to “share the road with a
runner.” Friendly waves, crazed schoolgirl-like hanging around locker rooms for
the autograph of some 10,000 meter champion whose name you couldn’t pronounce,
crazed school boy-like droolings when some foxy woman runner with a tee-shirt
that said “if you can catch me, you can have me” passed you by on the fly, and
shrieking automobile stops to let, who knows, maybe the next Olympic champion,
do his or her stuff on the road. Admit that too.
And as the religion spread you,
suddenly hitting thirty-something, went crazy for fitness stuff, especially
after Bobby, Sue, Millie, and some friend’s grandmother hit the sidewalks
looking trim and fit. And that friend’s grandma beating you, beating you badly,
that first time out only added fuel to the fire. And even if you didn’t get out
on the roads yourself you loaded up with your spiffy designer jogging attire,
one for each day, and high-tech footwear. Jesus, what new
aerodynamically-styled, what guaranteed to take thirteen seconds off your
average mile time, what color-coordinated, well- padded sneaker you wouldn’t
try, and relegate to the back closet. But it was better if you ran.
And you did for a while. I saw you. You ran Adamsville
Beach, Castle Island, the Charles River, Falmouth, LaJolla, and Golden Gate
Park. Wherever. Until the old knees gave out, or the hips, or some such
combination war story stuff. That though is a story for another day.
Still taking a close look again [at the yearbook photograph
of the cross-country team] I would not want to be walking in a dark alley at
night with this crowd on the loose especially that guy in the front row second
from the right with that tell-tale smirk on his face. [Me] The others can speak
for themselves.
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